Yaa I miss him so much..Since i found that i've made a big mistake in my life.How can i insisted him to open the bad memories of us. I've already try my best to fix all.But seems he really hurted by me.
Today i went to doctor to check my condition,when i came back to dorm,i found myself crying for around 1 hour. Tired?yes..i get up and go to take a shower,i take a shower for 1 and 1/2 hour and i'm crying. I feel like so empty..without him..yes..I really miss him.
What can i do?nothing..i feel that i'm so bitch!you know..i hurted someone i loved..this love..for 4 years. I can't endure these tears,not because of him..I just didnt recognize myself anymore. What i've done and what i'll do,its all empty.
although he said "i quit"..but i decide to wait for him.No matter what happened in the future.I just can't give my heart to the others people. Otherwise i'll hurt others people heart too.
I miss you..FS.
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